Still grinding ….

It in is May now which means that I have been on twitch for about 9 months now.  I have to admit that it has been a roller coaster.  In the months of December to Feburary I was increased with a huge about of followers.  With two months i was increasing for over 400+.  At the point I thought hat I was going break out.  In March the number dropped for two cases.  I was out of town for about a week and then when I came back I got sick for about another week.  So you can say that for about two weeks I was not streaming for various reasons.  I knew that my numbers were going to be low because of that but for some reason it really did no go back to where it was a month ago.  I was averaging about 20 viewers in the stream but there are times when I would be happy if there are 10+.

There are nights that I feel like I was back in the beginning when I barely had anyone in the stream.  There are a few reason because of that.  There are some of my loyal followers that had life changes; you know like they have a girlfriend or shit like that.  I cannot do anything about that.  Hey man if you found a girl and you are not spending time on twitch or on the internet, good for you.  Then there are shit like I am not the only DJ out there so I do have competition you know.  I am playing the prime time hours now, not the weird hours where I may be the only DJ (or atleast the good on) on Twitch at the time.   Of course, with the pride that I have, I feel that I am one of the better DJs that are out there on Twitch.  I mean there are a lot bad ones and of course there are some that might be ok but they are cheating using the crap like SYNC and shit.  I dont care, there are people that have different optitions with SYNC button, but I feel that I am with the majority.  If you use the SYNC button I can get Nathan out here are he can DJ and mix too.  FUCK SYNC BUTTON.  There are too many of those assholes on Twitch that use that.  They are bitches that one day bought a equipment and they don’t know shit about DJing.  They find this button and, oh cool I can DJ now, the computer does the work for me.  FUCK THAT.

There is also other things that I really don’t want to say in public because it just doesn’t sound goof.  I know that I have said these things within private or with people that I know but I think its better if I do not say that where someone that I do not know read it and take the info the wrong way.

I feel frustrated at times because my goals that I put there are not even close to where I want to be.  Its passed 6 months and there are nights where I am on the bottom of MUSIC section?  Before I was on the top, maybe not the top line but about the second.  There are DJs there that suck and they are killing me with followers.  WTF is going on?  Then there are people that come in there and if I do not play what they want they leave and they will never come back.  I play various genres of music and just because I am not playing TRAP music now, you are telling me that I am not a good DJ?

I don’t know man, I want to move up the ladder there but there are times where I am on the bottom.  On a good night I think I feel like that I am going no where.  Sure I love the people that are regulars in there (aka the KraZyKREW) but I want the Krew to get bigger and not get smaller, while bust ass DJs are getting bigger.

There are nights where I want to quit, but I am not a quitter.  Still, I do not bang my head at night and run in insane.  I try to change and see what is good, be DIFFERENT, but the shit is just going insane.




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